Happiness.

I may not have the richest man in the world, but he gave me the most expensive gift that not even diamonds can buy.
He may not be the boss of his own company but he is hardworking, he turns day into night and night into day.
He may not have the grandest of all cars but he would take me places.
No, my man is not perfect, but he is to me.

He may not give me pearls, but I know he would swim the ocean.
He may not give me diamonds but he would shower me with so much love.
He may not have a cape and he may not fly me to the moon, but he is my superhero.

He is not an action star, he is not a star, but I will always be his number one fan and he will always be my superstar.
He is my greatest hero, my one true love, I might not own the world, but he is the world to me.
I may not be rich but the skies gave me the most expensive gift.
And if I fade, I will fade happy, because once in my life I had the world's best Daddy.

Maybe, Someday, One Day.

Do we really get over the pain when someone passes away? How long do we have to endure the loneliness? How do we cope? What are we supposed to do so we will be alright? How many happy thoughts do we need to think about so we can say that we are okay?
It's been 7 months, and I still miss you, I still hope that one day I will see you and you will tell me that you are here to stay, maybe one day I will see you and I can hug you and smother you with kisses.  Maybe someday we will celebrate your birthday, my birthday and we will have more Christmases together.
But I know it will never happen, I know that I can only whisper my wishes to the wind, that Christmases and New Years will never be the same.
How do we get on with our lives without a mother?

How do we take care of our own without our mother telling us that what we are doing is right or wrong?
How do we move on when our heart gets broken when it's only our mother who can save us from being in pain.  I don't really mind if my mother can't fix my problems as long as she's there.
If I have one wish, I wish I can spend one more day with you, so you can tell me what I need to know, so I can tell you the things I never said, or I can just hug you and kiss you and eat cake with you.
I love you Mama, I miss you and you will be a "Lola" soon, I know that along the way, you will help me and make sure that I am raising my kid the way you did, or maybe even better.
We named her Nina Madison Temple Agustin -- I was telling her Dad that if you were here, you would probably add more names, she is a blessing, a blessing that you helped me with, so thank you for bringing this so much happiness in our lives, even if you were gone you still managed to give us gifts and you gave me the most expensive gift of all.

Thank you Mama, I will talk to you in the wind.  Don't mind if you want to give me a hug or two sometimes.